I keep asking myself why they don't understand how I feel. I envy the others around me. They're understood, while I wallow in despair and the inability to explain. They can't understand the festering ache and the hunger, the hunger for want of being there. And all they do care about is the loftiness of what they hope to achieve, what they hope I would want to take.

I'm growing tired. I know they mean well for placing me where I am now, and you may call me cowardly or whatever...but you have no idea of the pain I feel inside.

All I want to do is to go home.

Malamig dito sa Baguio ngayon! Walang tigil ang ulan, sobra! Pero masaya din naman... matataas ang mga long exam ko! Walang bumaba sa 2.75! Malaking bagay na yun...at baka ma-exempt pa ko sa finals...para October 1 palang... UWIAN NAAAAHHHHH!

Next week uuwi ako uli...at manonood kami ng Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...dyusko sana showing pa sya. Kaasar ang sinehan dito sa Baguio...ambagal nila magpalabas ng movies amp!

Tanggap ko na rin na isang buong academic year ako dito. Pero hinding-hindi ako papayag na hindi ako malipat sa Diliman sa second year! Aba! sobra na yun! If worse comes to worse, lilipat na lang ako ng school. Basta sa next year, sa manila na ako ulit! Hindi na ko makakatagal dito! Ang hirap! Ang daming kunsomisyon!!!

At itong lintik na ulan e walang tigil pati!

We had yet another reunion today, and though only five out of eight of us were able to make it, it was still a blast. We've had some pictures taken after watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory for two times.

Johnny Depp just looks so gorgeous in that movie! Sad that Ayin was unable to repeat the movie twice. I look forward to the sembreak further, where we can all go together again and wreak havoc, and maybe finally have a picture where the group is complete.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Kristine Draei Dumalanta
Birthday:	July 30,1988
Birthplace:	FEU Hospital, Manila
Current Location:	Baguio city
Eye Color:	Black
Hair Color:	Black
Height:	5 feet three inches
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	filipino?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	...slippers eh
Your Weakness:	books
Your Fears:	spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:	pizza hut stuffed crust, pepperoni!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	to be able to transfer to diliman
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	ei
Thoughts First Waking Up:	ano'ng kakainin ko
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes (ngya!)
Your Bedtime:	8-9
Your Most Missed Memory:	Mankind and Pasteur...HIGH SCHOOL!
Pepsi or Coke:	coke!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger kong
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate xempre! I LOVE YOU JOHNNY DEPP!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappucino
Do you Smoke:	hell no
Do you Swear:	...yes
Do you Sing:	sumtimes
Do you Shower Daily:	..bath oo. shower hindi.
Have you Been in Love:	....
Do you want to go to College:	nasa college na koh ungas!
Do you want to get Married:	....maybe?
Do you belive in yourself:	xempre! sa ganda kong itoh!
Do you get Motion Sickness:	anu un?!
Do you think you are Attractive:	xempre! BWAHAHAHAHAH
Are you a Health Freak:	inde naman
Do you get along with your Parents:	oh yesss
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes!
Do you play an Instrument:	nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	hindi ah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	hell no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yesss
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yess
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yess
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	....fast and painless xempre
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	consul!!!
What country would you most like to Visit:	france
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	black or blue
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	basta wag aabot ng 6
Weight:	...yung tama lang
Best Clothing Style:	simple
Number of Drugs I have taken:	....
Number of CDs I own:	25
Number of Piercings:	1-2
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	....too many to mention hehe
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Currently listening to: Jaded by Aerosmith
Currently reading: Crossroads of Twilight
Currently feeling: high

Your word is silent.. You've a few good friends and
your loyal to them. You aren't sad but you
don't like to talk that much.


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Well aren't you just the sweetest little thing?
You're the best daughter your parents could
ever hope for.

Well done,and while you're here why not rate?


What Kind Of Daughter Are You? (With Pics)
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DEFIANT BEAUTY - You are unique, original, and an
individual. You are also courageous and
ambitious. You are not afraid to take risks if
it means you will gain something. You thrive on
success and praise. You are a non-comformist
and prefer to do things your own way. You also
like to work by yourself rather than with a
group. Your ultimate goal is to reach true
success in whatever your chosen field is.


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Almost one week staying here in the house. College, and my school is messing up what with the defiant orgs in it. Two holidays in a week, combined with an MWF sched, what more can ye ask for?

I visited my former schools, SCS and MSHS. All the teachers said I had...gotten fat. I DID NOT GAIN WEIGHT! A few inches, maybe, but heck! FAT?! NEVER!!!

I missed my high school the most.